PORN ;



First of all, let me say this.
Porn is no joke to me, i HATE it so much.


So much in fact, that if my boyfriend were to watch it,
i would leave him.
to clarify that even more, if my HUSBAND were to watch it,
id divorce him.
Call it extreme, whatever, but before i enter a relationship i make it clear that there will be no forgiveness towards certain things.
& porn is one of them.
If he isnt willing to respect me and my feelings over a little loss of pornographic clips, then fuck him.

Another thing id like to say is,
No, i have never watched porn in my life.
Believe that or not, but i have no reason to lie about it.

Now before you call me unreasonable and shit,
i AM willing to MAKE as much porno as my boyfriend needs.
& i AM willing to do ALL the nasty things he wants to try.

So, let me explain why it hate it.
bottom line? i consider it cheating.
that might not make sense to the majority of you, but let me finish explaining my point.
do you realize how sleazy and pathetic you look while watching porn?
just try visualizing yourself for a moment,
youve got your cock up & youre hot & heavy with a recorded video clip.
(thats assuming youre a male thats watching.)
its disgusting & once again, PATHETIC.
& If you have a beautiful girlfriend/boyfriend, why would you even WANT to look at other people FUCKING?
what is it that you gain out of porn anyway? Nothing.

For me, loving someone is having eyes for only them, and not needing anyone else.
im not hating towards people & friends who do watch it, its your life, do whatever the shit you please.
im just saying the only person that really matters to me, would be the boyfriend.
i just want to keep my sex life between US & not butted-in by the web, magazines, photos, etc.
the boyfriends body AND eyes are MINE.
& i`d be all HIS . & im planning on keeping it that way.

- DISCLAIMER -

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Monday, February 7, 2011

VALLEY GIRLS ;

Straight up, if you talk like one, then just

SHUT THE FUCK UP .

Whenever i hear any bitch talking like one, my blood boils & i lash out.

i mean how did your english even develop into that?

& does anyone else notice that these girls are usually named;

Brittney, Whitney, Courtney, Amanda, Jessica, Jennifer, & such??!

This one particular incident happened when i was in the dressing room,

and i hear the click click click click clicking of 4 inch heels hitting the tiles.

then the.. :

Girl 1: OhhhmyyfuckingggGODD!! Brittney, you just haaaave to try this on! its sooo you!

Brittney: NO WAY! id look so fat in that! im thinking of going on a diet... ohhhmyyygod im craving chocolate sooo bad now!

Girl 3 (runs in): HAHAHAHAHAHA! YOU GUYS!! AMANDA got the ring stuck on her fucking finger!!! now she HASSS to buy it!

- insert groupie hyena bitch laughter here-

Doesnt that just sound like complete donkeyshit?

How can you NOT get annoyed by people speaking like that.

So me being.. well.. me , i mimicked them out loud and gave my most obnoxious blond-bitch laugh.

That definitely silenced their conversation down to a whisper, and i could hear them asking "what the fuck? who the fuck is that?"

(now, this incident reminded me a lot of that one scene in Family Guy, where Brian just yells at a crying baby) <<SCENE HERE>>

Thats when i walk out of my dressing room to see 30+ year old women bitching amongst themselves.

YES, 30+ . & they look absolutely ridiculous with their short jean mini skirts, halter tops, orangey spray on tans, acrylic nails, and OF COURSE the fake boobage.

i didnt know whether to do a facepalm or to laugh out loud.

i considered doing both, but that would of looked ridiculous. haha.

i just hate how these "valley girls" fluctuate their voices and completely butcher the english language, making everything sound like a damn question. & how they always long-gate their first & last words.

Example: "ohhhhhmygoddddd, that is like SOooOoo ridiculoussss... "

uh, no bitch, YOURE ridiculous.

But seriously,

im curious as to how these women even manage to get a job,

or how they can pass a basic interview.

Someone please explain.

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Saturday, February 5, 2011

A Lighter Pocket & Heavier Heart ;

This isnt really a rant, but something happened this afternoon, and it hasnt left my mind,
the woman i met earlier today stayed in my mind throughout my day,
so ive decided i will write about it.

I dropped by one of my favorite places today; the Michael's Art & Crafts store, and i bought a few pens, fancy papers, containers, & ribbons, which i needed for a few up coming birthdays & Valentines Day.
Anyway, after i paid for my things, i slipped on my sunglasses, stepped out of the store, and headed to my little silver Jetta. Standing near it, there was a woman wearing a frayed, flowered sun-dress, a knitted purple shawl, & she had an extremely distraught look on her face, so distraught that she was red in the face, and the rim of her eyes were red & wet from holding back tears.
i have to admit, it caught me off guard to see someone looking like this in the middle of a parking lot, but i purposely slowed down my pace, and continued to walk towards my car, knowing that would make it easier for her to confront me.
As i expected, we made eye contact, and she hesitantly walked over to me, clutching something small in her hand, but before i could ask if she was okay, she said "Im so embarrassed, im so sorry to interrupt your day, but, i have 3 kids, i lost my home, and ive been living in a motel with my children but i dont have enough money to spend another night, and i just cant let my children sleep on the- " and with an incomplete sentence, her lower lip started to tremble and i could see her eyes watering again through my sunglasses.
i knew what she was asking for and i didnt have to hear the rest of her sentence to know where she was getting at, so i told her that i do have a few dollars for her, and i opened my purse, pulled out my wallet and handed her the first few bills that i touched, in my hands i saw i was passing her two 5's & a dollar.
I cant explain the look on her face, not in words atleast, but she started to cry and instead of saying the usual "God Bless you" or "Thank you so much" like the other homeless people ive come across, she instead said, "Im so sorry, im so embarrassed, im really sorry.. Please, let me give you something in return." Then i saw the thing she was holding in her hands was a worn old coupon book, i told her its really nothing, and i wished her the best of luck, & as i turned to walk away, i remembered i have an address and phone number for a women & childrens home. (i use to devote a couple hours a week for the disabled and other community services, and i still get emails from them attached with an address & contact number.) I asked her to wait, and i pulled out my Michael's receipt and newly bought pen, and continued to write down the nearest home for her, while explaining to her that its a home meant for women and children only, and that they would help her get on her feet.
When i capped my pen, and looked up to hand it to her, she was smiling with tears down her face.
It seemed like she hadnt smiled in awhile, her lips cracked with blood from it, but it was truly a genuine smile, & even without a word between us, i knew she was grateful of this simple helping gesture.
i walked away then & there, hoping it might spare some of her dignity.

From my rearview mirror i saw her disappear between the rows of parked cars, and i continued to follow through with my agenda & headed over to Costco to fill up on gas. As always, their lines were massive, and so, i rolled down my windows, cranked up some music and enjoyed the warm 65 degree Cali winter sunset. But as i sat there, waiting in line, that woman kept coming to mind.
i was so deep in thought that i hadnt realized a commercial for penis enlargement pills were blaring through my speakers, until a couple of white teenage girls in an old chevy laughed, and a mexican-gangster cholo dude looked over at me with his black sunglasses.

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Thursday, February 3, 2011

Korean Speaking Koreans ;

i dont understand why some korean-americans have this.. impulse, to talk to each other in korean,

even while being surrounded by english-speaking friends.

i mean, theyre completely capable of speaking in english, but even with 5 other non-korean friends around, they will still talk to the ONE other person in korean.

You know whats even MORE irritating?

when korean-americans have english as their first language & they STiLL insist on speaking korean, while completely butchering the pronunciation with an english tongue.

for example, have you ever heard a FOB speaking english?

well, reverse that, to a korean-american trying to speaking korean.

its embarrassing for me to have to sit there and listen that bull shit.

why do you talk in korean to each other, and then switch to english while talking to other members of your friends?

CONVERSATIONS BEGIN WITH COMMUNICATION.

why purposely set up a barrier ?

SPEAK ENGLISH .

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