PORN ;
First of all, let me say this.
Porn is no joke to me, i HATE it so much.
So much in fact, that if my
boyfriend were to watch it,
i would
leave him.
to clarify that even more, if my
HUSBAND were to watch it,
id
divorce him.
Call it extreme, whatever, but before i enter a relationship i make it clear that there will be no forgiveness towards certain things.
& porn is one of them.
If he isnt willing to respect me and my feelings over a little loss of pornographic clips, then fuck him.
Another thing id like to say is,
No, i have never watched porn in my life.
Believe that or not, but i have no reason to lie about it.
Now before you call me unreasonable and shit,
i
AM willing to
MAKE as much porno as my boyfriend needs.
& i
AM willing to do
ALL the nasty things he wants to try.
So, let me explain why it hate it.
bottom line? i consider it cheating.
that might not make sense to the majority of you, but let me finish explaining my point.
do you realize how sleazy and pathetic you look while watching porn?
just try visualizing yourself for a moment,
youve got your cock up & youre hot & heavy with a recorded video clip.
(thats assuming youre a male thats watching.)
its disgusting & once again,
PATHETIC.
& If you have a beautiful girlfriend/boyfriend, why would you even
WANT to look at other people
FUCKING?
what is it that you gain out of porn anyway? Nothing.
For me, loving someone is having eyes for only them, and not needing anyone else.
im not hating towards people & friends who do watch it, its your life, do whatever the shit you please.
im just saying the only person that really matters to me, would be the
boyfriend.
i just want to keep my
sex life between
US & not butted-in by the web, magazines, photos, etc.
the boyfriends body
AND eyes are
MINE.
& i`d be all
HIS . &
im planning on keeping it that way.
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DISCLAIMER -
By posting this im not asking anyone to "open my eyes to porn",
or to explain to me that being "attracted" to things is only "natural",
because the first emotion i feel when i see ANYTHING like it, is DISGUST.
& its NOT "natural" for me to be attracted to anyone, or anything, thats presented in such a sordid way.
so dont waste your breath on trying to change me.
this is the way i am ; different. and i pride myself for it.